Saturday, July 2, 2016

I Wish

I wish i could tell you that i miss you
I wish i could use the word LOVE with you
For keeping these feelings inside pains me

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

He's Just Not That Into You

When over time, you realised he no longer cares
His messages are slowly depleting and you have to be the one to first reach out and even when you do so, his replies are snappy,
Believe me, he's just not that into you
His adoration has ebbed
His interest fizzled
His feelings gone
Tough to the heart huh?
Let's just get a grip and acknowledge
The spark is short lived and to put it plainly, he is just not that into you

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Dugaan

Aku percaya dugaan itu hadir dalam pelbagai ragam
Ia seolah di reka khusus bagi setiap individu berbeza
Ada yang di duga hilang suami, anak atau hidup dalam serba kepayahan.
Mungkin untuk aku, menyintai mu adalah dugaan terbesar

Monday, January 18, 2016

Always

I thought I could be whole without you
Apparently, I can't
Honestly, I wouldn't

I thought I could be sane without you
Obviously, I can't
I hallucinate
Of you
Of us
Of things which tore me apart

I thought laughter would finally be mine
For I've abandon you
Oh how seriously wrong I was
Without you
Gloom surrounds me
I smile mindlessly
I laugh pretentiously
I live mundanely
I love anonymously

You are eternally etched in me
Forever will I be in love with you
Always

Sunday, November 1, 2015

My Heart Cracked A Little

I see you
Almost every day
Feels so close
Yet so far
My heart cracked a little

I remember you
Every single time i do things we dig
Typing you a message
Delete it afterwards
My heart cracked a little

Everyday
My heart cracked a little
Over you
Over us

Thursday, August 27, 2015

The Heart Wants What It Wants

I have no control of this thing in my rib cage
It beats on its own
It speaks its own thoughts
It makes decision before my head can

Right now
This thing called heart wants you
Yeah, you!

From the moment you chose to say hi
It danced a little
And when you and i created some bubble speech
It went wild
To the point you made me laugh, shared my pain and sadness
It twirls non stop

And now
This sometimes-fragile-sometimes-not heart decides
All on its own
You are all it wants

Albeit the drama this wanting going to create
The pain of uncertainty
The stab of longing
The evil scrathes of missing
The heart still wants you

What could i say
The heart wants what it want

Sunday, August 23, 2015

I Don't Want To Get Up

There are days when I simply don't want to get up from sleep
I want to be still
In deep slumber
While my soul floats to a wonderful dreamland

There are days when I never ever want to open my eyes
To put on the adult mask
Shouldering responsibilities
Bearing stress, depression and anxiety

Today,
I don't want to wake up
My legs are like jelly
My lower back is killing me
And what's worse my heart is beyond heavy

Can i not wake up?