It has been years. Ten to be exact. Throughout that painful period of time, not a year went by without me missing you. It may not be everyday but it's definitely every year.
This year, that day is today. I see you at everywhere I go. The school counselor's notice board, in the papers, the pictures I saw on the web, everywhere.
You are no longer in my dreams. Maybe last year's was definitely your last message for me but this longing that I feel is sometimes unbearable.
I know. You told me you are okay and I too should be okay and I AM okay. I just. I don't know what to say. I don't know why am I so stuck with you. I guess I just love you so damn much!
It hurts to love you, to miss you, to want to see you, to want to speak to you, to want to know how are you holding up.
Yes! It's pointless. I get it. Myself told me years ago that you've gone. So, there's no need for such a show of affection and believe me. I do try to be normal. I do try to let go of you but it's hard for am so infatuated with you.
Whatever! I just want to say I MISS YOU. You are safe in Allah's hand and the ONLY thing that I can do for you now is reciting Al-Fatihah