tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28811323092713623332024-03-13T23:18:29.832-07:00Nonie's DiaryA Diary Of A Girl That Has Stars In Her Eyes & Poetry In Her VeinsKhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.comBlogger30125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-32279107624722343702023-07-17T21:26:00.001-07:002023-07-17T21:26:58.223-07:00Secluded HavenI will arise and go now, and go to that secluded haven<div>A small abode awaits me, of wood and glasses made</div><div>Trees bearing fruits will i have there, rows of flowers in the garden</div><div>And alone shall i dwell amongst the starlings' serenade</div><div><br></div><div>For I shall have peace there, an unhurried, lingering serenity</div><div>From when the rooster crows, to where the cricket sings</div><div>There, twinkles adorn the night, noon a time of whimsicality</div><div>And evening full of the swallows' wings</div><div><br></div><div>I will arise and go now, for always night and day</div><div>I hear the sea ebbs and flows, greeting its shore</div><div>While I stand on the terrace, or on the pavement grey</div><div>I hear it in my deepest core</div>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-37914110483476185262022-04-12T18:30:00.001-07:002022-04-12T18:30:32.977-07:00Lelah<p> Pagi adalah waktu yang sering mengelirukan aku</p><p>Waktu diri aku terbelah dua</p><p>Kanan ku adalah hamba tuhan yang bersyukur diberi peluang bernafas untuk aku menikmati sisa-sisa hidup dengan warna warni</p><p>Kiri ku pula adalah makhluk yang tak kenang budi - mengeluh mengapalah aku hidup lagi?</p><p>Aku sebenarnya lelah!</p><p>Lelah dengan kesunyian jiwa.</p><p>Aku dahaga kasih sayang sejak aku berhingus</p><p>Dahaga ini entah bila mahu terubat</p><p>Lelah aku ke sana ke sini mencari kasih tapi hampa</p><p>Dalam lelah ini aku jadi marah pada tuhan</p><p>Sampai bila aku perlu diuji begini?</p><p>Aku sampai rela mati!</p><p>Adakah aku perlu mati?</p><p>Aku sedar, kamu yang membaca ini harus mengeleng kepala</p><p>Namun, ini lah perasaan aku hari ini.</p><p>Aku lelah!</p><p>Aku mahu menjerit YA TUHAN! AKU LELAH!</p>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-79415956215047120732020-12-25T06:20:00.003-08:002020-12-25T16:29:47.340-08:00Perempuan Penunggu Pantai<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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</div><div><br></div><div>I was just a plain ol Jane</div><div>Who resorted to walking on a beach </div><div>as a way to patch these broken pieces of my shell</div><div>Until one day, someone named Harry came along.</div><div>I was just a girl with demons</div><div>Who waited for the dusk every day </div><div>for i believe the gates of heaven will be wide and i could face god</div><div>To ask him to lift my pain</div><div>Until one day, someone named Harry came along</div><div>I was just a complicated soul</div><div>Who speak to the waves, laugh with it and dance to its music</div><div>As waves lulled my inner turmoil to sleep</div><div>Until someone named Harry came along.</div><div>I am still the girl i'm describing</div><div>But after someone named Harry came along</div><div>I cry a little less</div><div>I smile a bit</div><div>I thank god for him</div><div>Though short our time was,</div><div>Though temperamental our connection was,</div><div>I am still happy i got to know this someone named Harry.</div><div>He made me believe in myself, in my beauty and my ability.</div><div>He made me believe i have sparkle in my eyes, and its mesmerizing,</div><div>He made me believe i have beautiful smile, and its inviting</div><div>And i want to remember him as so.</div><div>Thank you, someone named Harry.</div><div>Though short lived, time with you was magical.</div>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-9217624805228231542020-10-30T07:58:00.001-07:002020-10-30T22:26:21.705-07:00Bulan Itu<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSGNoh-YZbtoNnKxPcLm08-O_BMUU8aafCWav5ee0zEqITVzveTB9u0DipXtEbDJ-wCxfbjoj60HzQDtfYoAkPRbyX1XFCv4vsciTOd-0X-wkK6Y2mPcAz_U-1nJnF3xOmyEDSOAN3nJo/s1600/1604069045946321-0.png" width="400" /></a><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: start;">Di pantai ini,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Kala langit seperti tertumpah nila,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Aku mendongak ke pintu syurga,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Mengagumi sinar bulan itu,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Biasan cahayanya ibarat cintaku,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Indah, bersinar, terpantul dek lautan,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bulat bulan itu,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sama bulatnya dengan kata hatiku,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Yang tekad mahu mencintai kamu,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Meski perbedaan kita seluas laut cina selatan ini,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Di pantai ini,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Kala aku seakan pungguk,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bersiul lagu asmara,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Mata bergenang lautan rindu,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bulan itu aku tatap,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Hati menjerit pada alam,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Alangkah indah jika kita memandang bulan yang sama,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bermain pasir dan bergurau dengan ombak yang sama,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Berdua berpegangan tangan disini,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Di pantai ini,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Menari kepada lagu cinta kita,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Bulan itu,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Adalah cinta ku,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Adalah kangen ku,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Adalah rawan ku,</div><div style="text-align: left;">Kerana meski menawan, </div><div style="text-align: left;">Terlampau tinggi untuk digenggam</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-12456760722701010392020-10-14T01:09:00.001-07:002020-10-14T01:09:04.851-07:00Forget<p>Pain,</p><p>Though invisible to you, tormenting and cruel to me,</p><p>Laboured breath,</p><p>Cold shivers down my spine,</p><p>Twisting my insides with no mercy,</p><p>And all I want to do is forget.</p><p>Forget that I've ever felt such pain,</p><p>Forget that I once tried to die because of it,</p><p>Forget that I was like a walking corpse for years due to it,</p><p>Forget such unbearable pain.</p><p>Yet,</p><p>All I could do was cry,</p><p>For hours,</p><p>Writhing in pain,</p><p>I wish I could just die,</p><p>I wish I could cut open my chest, take out this heart, rinse it with my tears, </p><p>Heal it from every pain.</p><p>I am broken beyond repair,</p><p>This pain would not leave me no matter how hard I try,</p><p>I am broken beyond repair,</p><p>And I wish I could just forget.</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-39098246408502148862020-10-14T00:47:00.002-07:002020-10-14T00:47:27.471-07:00Seluruh Aku<p>Seluruh aku mahu mencintaimu,</p><p>Seperti bulan yang sentiasa ada,</p><p>Meski terkadang tidak dipandangan.</p><p>Seluruh aku ingin dan telah mencintaimu,</p><p>Seperti ombak,</p><p>Yang tidak henti-henti mencari pantai,</p><p>Kerana itulah destinasi tersuratnya.</p>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-52096051626187001082020-10-14T00:45:00.002-07:002020-10-14T21:09:22.087-07:00Meski Nanti<p>Meski nanti, jasadku bertukar debu,</p><p>Dunia tetap akan tahu,</p><p>Betapa jantungku memanggil nama mu,</p><p>Pada setiap degupannya.</p><p>Meski nanti, suara merduku lagi sepi,</p><p>Dunia tetap akan tahu,</p><p>Betapa nyanyianku berkisahkan dirimu,</p><p>Pada setiap nota lagu.</p><p>Meski nanti, hanya puisi dan bacaan ini yang tinggal,</p><p>Namun, dunia tetap akan tahu,</p><p>Betapa setiap perasaaan aku pada mu,</p><p>Sedalam lautan tidak terselam.</p>KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-85747194476552847042016-01-18T17:39:00.002-08:002020-10-14T00:39:53.799-07:00AlwaysI thought I could be whole without you<br />
Apparently, I can't<br />
Honestly, I wouldn't<br />
<br />
I thought I could be sane without you<br />
Obviously, I can't<br />
I hallucinate<br />
Of you<br />
Of us<br />
Of things which tore me apart<br />
<br />
I thought laughter would finally be mine<br />
For I've abandon you<br />
Oh how seriously wrong I was<br />
Without you<br />
Gloom surrounds me<br />
I smile mindlessly<br />
I laugh pretentiously<br />
I live mundanely<br />
I love anonymously<br />
<br />
You are eternally etched in me<br />
Forever will I be in love with you<br />
Always<br />
<br />KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-36789420170477993882015-11-01T21:40:00.001-08:002020-10-14T00:38:55.894-07:00My Heart Cracked A Little<p dir="ltr">I see you<br>
Almost every day<br>
Feels so close<br>
Yet so far<br>
My heart cracked a little</p>
<p dir="ltr">I remember you<br>
Every single time i do things we dig<br>
Typing you a message<br>
Delete it afterwards<br>
My heart cracked a little</p>
<p dir="ltr">Everyday<br>
My heart cracked a little<br>
Over you<br>
Over us</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-90916249246743552552015-08-27T17:13:00.001-07:002020-10-14T00:39:21.758-07:00The Heart Wants What It Wants<p dir="ltr">I have no control of this thing in my rib cage<br>
It beats on its own<br>
It speaks its own thoughts<br>
It makes decision before my head can</p>
<p dir="ltr">Right now<br>
This thing called heart wants you<br>
Yeah, you!</p>
<p dir="ltr">From the moment you chose to say hi<br>
It danced a little<br>
And when you and i created some bubble speech<br>
It went wild<br>
To the point you made me laugh, shared my pain and sadness<br>
It twirls non stop</p>
<p dir="ltr">And now<br>
This sometimes-fragile-sometimes-not heart decides<br>
All on its own<br>
You are all it wants</p>
<p dir="ltr">Albeit the drama this wanting going to create<br>
The pain of uncertainty<br>
The stab of longing<br>
The evil scrathes of missing<br>
The heart still wants you</p>
<p dir="ltr">What could i say<br>
The heart wants what it want</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-81091053928486324002015-07-30T16:01:00.001-07:002020-10-14T00:38:00.008-07:00Mencari Rangga<p dir="ltr">Sudi kah kamu menjadi Rangga aku<br />
Yang memimpin dengan pelukan dan ciuman<br />
Yang membalas rajuk dan marahku dengan senyuman<br />
Ketawa nya juga bisa membuat aku lebih bahagia</p>
<p dir="ltr">Aku mahu kamu menjadi Rangga aku<br />
Kerna aku yakin dengan adanya kamu<br />
Aku makin dewasa, matang dan aman<br />
Kerna aku percaya pada kimia kita, aura kita dan toleransi kita</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sudikah kamu menjadi Rangga aku<br />
Kerna aku ingin menjadi Cinta mu dan Hanum mu<br />
Agar kamu ngerti kasih ku banyak amat untuk kamu</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-39091314527790445852015-04-03T18:33:00.001-07:002016-06-08T16:48:41.161-07:00Kenapa<p dir="ltr">Kadang-kadang <br>
Hidup ini berhadapan dengan persoalan KENAPA<br>
Lalu<br>
Gundah lah hati ini mencari jawapan kepada KENAPA<br>
Sehingga terasa semua zarah dunia turut memekikkan KENAPA<br>
Luluh juga hati pabila walau jenuh melilau<br>
Jawapan tetap tidak diketemu<br>
Hancur sungguh perasaan apabila terpaksa meneruskan hidup dengan kesedaran yang mungkin sampai mati persoalan itu tidak akan terjawab<br>
Kadang-kadang<br>
KENAPA itu ibarat racun jiwa!</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-67631202426477080492014-09-03T17:54:00.001-07:002023-01-22T01:14:23.959-08:00An Amok In Silence<p dir="ltr">Amidst a morning calm<br />
There's a calamity<br />
A heart weeps<br />
Screams too<br />
For it has to be in mute<br />
The words it pours has to be voiceless.</p><div style="text-align: left;">She claws the gag they put on her</div><div style="text-align: left;">Embroidered with delicate flowers</div><div style="text-align: left;">The cloth feels like a knife</div><div style="text-align: left;">Slowly carving her lips</div><div style="text-align: left;">Forcing it to form a smile</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Desperate for release</div><div style="text-align: left;">She runs</div><div style="text-align: left;">To the beach, hoping the waves will soothe her</div><div style="text-align: left;">To the woods, hoping the rustles will lull her</div><div style="text-align: left;">To the river, hoping the burbles will comfort her</div><div style="text-align: left;">All to no avail</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Seconds pass,</div><div style="text-align: left;">The screams in her heart grow louder</div><div style="text-align: left;">The weeps turn into wails</div><div style="text-align: left;">The crackle of sadness has now turned into an amok of flames</div><div style="text-align: left;">Engulfing her every being</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>
<p dir="ltr">Dews can no longer water such heat<br />
From a silenced heart<br />
It runs amok<br />
Whilst trapped within a wall<br />
Bursting at the veins with emotions</p><div style="text-align: left;">She needs more than dews</div><div style="text-align: left;">She needs a fountain of love</div><div style="text-align: left;">She needs a lake of care</div><div style="text-align: left;">She needs a waterfall of empathy</div><div style="text-align: left;">She needs those monsters to take off her gag</div>
<p dir="ltr">What a cruelty<br />
Imposing a heart<br />Forcing it to run amok in silence</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-20499202184407615052014-08-30T09:22:00.001-07:002020-10-14T00:35:02.675-07:00Beautiful Nightmare<p dir="ltr">I am afraid to fall asleep<br>
Woken up by tears i might<br>
By an illusion of you and me</p>
<p dir="ltr">I miss you<br>
Happy that our souls met<br>
Within the fantasy a sleep provides<br>
Yet<br>
Farewell is always there<br>
Jerking a longing soul<br>
To open her eyes</p>
<p dir="ltr">The pillows are wet<br>
Of love that never dies<br>
Flourished by<br>
A beautiful nightmare</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-21785099687043571522014-08-29T21:14:00.001-07:002020-10-14T00:34:48.455-07:00Eternity<p dir="ltr">No one really knows how much i love you<br />
No one really understands the reason why<br />
Truth is<br />Their confusion is mine</p>
<p dir="ltr">Yet<br />
Every single cell of my shell calls for you<br />
I love you<br />
I miss you<br />
I long for you</p>
<p dir="ltr">Fate decides <br />
We are apart<br />
But<br />
You nestle deep within me</p>
<p dir="ltr">Every heartbeat is yours<br />
Every breathe is yours</p>
<p dir="ltr">Till eternity<br />
I am always yours</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-30987459046172311102014-01-15T00:27:00.003-08:002020-10-14T00:34:13.393-07:00ForgivenessCount your sins towards me<br />
Know that my pain is limitless<br />
And forgiveness is hard to come by<br />
<br />
I'm cutting ties<br />
Again<br />
Hoping this is the end<br />
To a decade of misery<br />
Leaving everything in God's hand<br />
<br />
I no longer hate you<br />
I am not longer angered<br />
I seek only repentance and love<br />
A sign that you regretted your cruelty<br />
<br />
If ever you decide to be a man<br />
Come and admit your transgression<br />
I'll give you another chance<br />
For I believe there's an uncovered goodness<br />
In that heart of yours<br />
<br />
In the mean time old friend<br />
I pray that you'll pray<br />
Soft my heart is<br />
And forgive you I might<br />
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<br />KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-59864387630260534582014-01-13T03:44:00.001-08:002014-01-13T03:50:27.004-08:00Jalan Mencari Tuhan<p dir=ltr>Mencari Tuhan<br>
Terkapai melawan hawa dan nafs<br>
Takbir<br>
Rukuk<br>
Sujud<br>
Mengaduh pada yang hak</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mencari Tuhan<br>
Memohon agar terpadam calitan hitam<br>
Berharap di depan lurus dan luas<br>
Tititan di lintasi tanpa perit</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mencari Tuhan<br>
Dicabut kesedihan<br>
Hilangkan kesakitan<br>
Permudahkan kehidupan<br>
Limpahkan kasih sayang<br>
Doa insani buat mu Illahi</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-27776593486434492702014-01-08T18:05:00.001-08:002014-01-08T18:05:48.497-08:00Cahaya Di Sana<p dir=ltr>Gelap<br>
Hitam legam<br>
Persis buta<br>
Perjalanan hidup seorang hamba</p>
<p dir=ltr>Meraba<br>
Bertatih<br>
Jatuh<br>
Bangun kembali<br>
Melangkah tanpa haluan</p>
<p dir=ltr>Tiga dekad begini<br>
Tubuh bercalar<br>
Darah menitis<br>
Hati tiada keruan</p>
<p dir=ltr>Cahaya<br>
Dambaan jiwa<br>
Hadirlah<br>
Suluh jalan ini<br>
Kerna aku mahu pulang</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-55105256172592265312014-01-08T04:33:00.001-08:002014-01-08T04:33:43.978-08:00Tangisan Tiada Sudah<p dir=ltr>Hati<br>
Di sini<br>
Hari ini<br>
Aku merayu lagi<br>
Cukup!<br>
Cukup setakat ini<br>
Berapa kali mahu menangis?<br>
Berapa kali mahu sakit?<br>
Berapa kali mahu berdarah?</p>
<p dir=ltr>Hati<br>
Usah di lupa parut lepas<br>
Usah hanyut dalam perasaan<br>
Usah di sia keringat berzaman</p>
<p dir=ltr>Hati<br>
Di sini<br>
Hari ini<br>
Aku berseru<br>
Ayuh bangkit<br>
Usah bersedih</p>
<p dir=ltr>Hati<br>
Kita pernah sama-sama gagah<br>
Kita menongkah arus hidup<br>
Kita bina semula kehancuran<br>
Kita lalui semua cemuhan</p>
<p dir=ltr>Duhai hati<br>
Aku dan kamu<br>
Kita perlu cari kekuatan itu semula<br>
Aku yakin kita mampu<br>
Pimpin emosi ku wahai hati<br>
Semoga tangisan yang belum sudah ini usai<br>
Semoga kita bergelar srikandi keriangan<br></p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-81520511029795655312014-01-07T03:05:00.001-08:002014-01-07T03:05:00.631-08:00Hari Ini<p dir=ltr>Sukar benar hari ini<br>
Setiap seketika perasaan itu menjengah<br>
Sesak<br>
Lemas<br>
Sebak</p>
<p dir=ltr>Letih benar hari ini<br>
Kudrat tinggal sejengkal<br>
Harapan hanya senipis bebayang<br>
Airmata bercucuran</p>
<p dir=ltr>Hari ini<br>
Persis hari-hari sebelum<br>
Arus emosi seperti taufan<br>
Bergelodak tak reti diam</p>
<p dir=ltr>Hari ini<br>
Hari ini<br>
Hari ini</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-3991611724190304702013-12-31T16:15:00.001-08:002020-10-14T00:32:54.247-07:00A Man I Know<div dir="ltr">
There is a man<br />
Spineless<br />
Guiltless<br />
Evil<br />
Inconsiderate</div>
<div dir="ltr">
There is a man<br />
I regret knowing and trust<br />
I used to hate</div>
<div dir="ltr">
There is a man<br />
I no longer hate<br />
I accept as a past<br />
Whose crime shaped me</div>
<div dir="ltr">
There is a man<br />
I want to be free from</div>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-78335954334263272632013-12-29T20:02:00.001-08:002013-12-29T20:02:30.870-08:00Aneh<p dir=ltr>Aneh aku dengan diri sendiri<br>
Kerna aku tetap terus rela bergelut dengan lumpur itu<br>
Meski semakin lama ini berlarutan<br>
Semakin lemas aku dengan fikiran dan perasaan</p>
<p dir=ltr>Aneh aku dengan diri sendiri<br>
Kerna aku terus menzalimi diri dan hati<br>
Meski darah ku hampir kering<br>
Mengalir tanpa kenal pertukaran waktu</p>
<p dir=ltr>Aneh aku dengan diri sendiri<br>
Kerna aku masih begini<br>
Meski aku tidak mahu begini<br>
Dan menyedari ini mematikan aku</p>
KhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-24826257658235480152013-12-23T07:19:00.002-08:002020-10-14T00:32:09.452-07:00Lemahnya AkuLemahnya aku dalam membuat keputusan<br />
Mudah lebur dengan gula di bibir mu<br />
Hingga aku ditolak tarik semahu mu<br />
<br />
Seharusnya aku tidak lagi begitu<br />
Kerna kau sudah terlampau aku kenal<br />
Kata mu tidak semestinya kebenaran<br />
<br />
Kau gemar mengantung aku<br />
Entah sampai bila<br />
Kau tarik<br />
Kau tolak<br />
Tidak pernah kau lepaskan<br />
<br />
Dan aku pula<br />
Seorang dalam terowong gelap<br />
Meraba mencari jalan pulang<br />
Cahaya api ku sangka bulan dan matahari<br />
Aduh!<br />
Betapa lemahnya aku<br />
<br />
Aku tidak mahu mencaci kamu<br />
Aku jua punya salah<br />
<br />
Bijak kamu<br />
Hadir saat aku gagah<br />
Kemudian pulang tinggal aku termengah<br />
Lantas tinggal aku terkapai mencari kekuatan itu semua<br />
<br />
Jika setiap kali aku jatuh dalam lubuk puaka mu hilang sedikit jiwa<br />
Maka lihat lah betapa kerdil jisim roh ini<br />
Nah!<br />
Cukup bukti bukan?<br />
Betapa lemahnya akuKhJ BuiNhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16518789217244415482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2881132309271362333.post-6354154750438192502013-12-18T21:37:00.001-08:002023-01-22T01:49:56.757-08:00Hati & Akal<p dir="ltr">Hati dan akal<br />Dua entiti yang tidak pernah sebulu<br />
Lantas terkapai aku<br />
Bersama rentan dan rawan</p>
<p dir="ltr">Akal<br />
Selalu memarahi<br />
Selalu mendangkal<br />
Selalu mahu lurus</p>
<p dir="ltr">Hati<br />
Tidak enteng pada norma<br />
Pedulikan katanya<br />
Kerana bagi hati<br />
Intipati hidup adalah cinta</p>
<p dir="ltr">Aku <br />
Dirobek lunyai oleh akal dan hati</p>
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