Friday, October 30, 2020
Bulan Itu
Wednesday, October 14, 2020
Forget
Pain,
Though invisible to you, tormenting and cruel to me,
Laboured breath,
Cold shivers down my spine,
Twisting my insides with no mercy,
And all I want to do is forget.
Forget that I've ever felt such pain,
Forget that I once tried to die because of it,
Forget that I was like a walking corpse for years due to it,
Forget such unbearable pain.
Yet,
All I could do was cry,
For hours,
Writhing in pain,
I wish I could just die,
I wish I could cut open my chest, take out this heart, rinse it with my tears,
Heal it from every pain.
I am broken beyond repair,
This pain would not leave me no matter how hard I try,
I am broken beyond repair,
And I wish I could just forget.
Seluruh Aku
Seluruh aku mahu mencintaimu,
Seperti bulan yang sentiasa ada,
Meski terkadang tidak dipandangan.
Seluruh aku ingin dan telah mencintaimu,
Seperti ombak,
Yang tidak henti-henti mencari pantai,
Kerana itulah destinasi tersuratnya.
Meski Nanti
Meski nanti, jasadku bertukar debu,
Dunia tetap akan tahu,
Betapa jantungku memanggil nama mu,
Pada setiap degupannya.
Meski nanti, suara merduku lagi sepi,
Dunia tetap akan tahu,
Betapa nyanyianku berkisahkan dirimu,
Pada setiap nota lagu.
Meski nanti, hanya puisi dan bacaan ini yang tinggal,
Namun, dunia tetap akan tahu,
Betapa setiap perasaaan aku pada mu,
Sedalam lautan tidak terselam.