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Uneasy

There is a knot in me
Tightening
Whenever silence rings
Whenever my thoughts lose their names

Am i guilty?
Of keeping solitude
Of barely holding our ties
Of choosing others over you

I need this space between us
It blankets the rage you carry

I need this silence between us
As I long to fill it with me