Pick Me! Choose Me!

Pick me! Choose me!

Pleads Meredith with tearful eyes

A scene I watched and felt enormous shame

For I was Meredith and in many ways is still Meredith

Pick me! Choose me!

I scream a voiceless plea

To everyone who should listen but apparently deaf

The small me never really grow up

The big me turns small at every single neglect

Pick me! Choose me!

I am good, I am pleasing, I am self-sacrifying

I abandon myself at your whim, I just don't matter over you

So,

Pick me! Choose me!

Save me from this state of prolong aloneness

I just need a drop of love, of care, of attention

I'll repay you with the whole world

Please, oh please I beg of you

Pick me! Choose me!