Thursday, August 27, 2015

The Heart Wants What It Wants

I have no control of this thing in my rib cage
It beats on its own
It speaks its own thoughts
It makes decision before my head can

Right now
This thing called heart wants you
Yeah, you!

From the moment you chose to say hi
It danced a little
And when you and i created some bubble speech
It went wild
To the point you made me laugh, shared my pain and sadness
It twirls non stop

And now
This sometimes-fragile-sometimes-not heart decides
All on its own
You are all it wants

Albeit the drama this wanting going to create
The pain of uncertainty
The stab of longing
The evil scrathes of missing
The heart still wants you

What could i say
The heart wants what it want

Sunday, August 23, 2015

I Don't Want To Get Up

There are days when I simply don't want to get up from sleep
I want to be still
In deep slumber
While my soul floats to a wonderful dreamland

There are days when I never ever want to open my eyes
To put on the adult mask
Shouldering responsibilities
Bearing stress, depression and anxiety

Today,
I don't want to wake up
My legs are like jelly
My lower back is killing me
And what's worse my heart is beyond heavy

Can i not wake up?

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

Auld Lang Shyne

The clouds today are low
Heavy with nature's tears
All greeneries hang low
Leaves touch each other
All seem to mourn you

My heart is in torment
Sad the day is
For today our nightmares come true
You are forever lost

Lost to to the world but never to us
R.I.P beautiful souls MH370