Forget

Pain,

Though invisible to you, tormenting and cruel to me,

Laboured breath,

Cold shivers down my spine,

Twisting my insides with no mercy,

And all I want to do is forget.

Forget that I've ever felt such pain,

Forget that I once tried to die because of it,

Forget that I was like a walking corpse for years due to it,

Forget such unbearable pain.

Yet,

All I could do was cry,

For hours,

Writhing in pain,

I wish I could just die,

I wish I could cut open my chest, take out this heart, rinse it with my tears, 

Heal it from every pain.

I am broken beyond repair,

This pain would not leave me no matter how hard I try,

I am broken beyond repair,

And I wish I could just forget.